No match for me

So my one month trial with Match.com is over. And I am so glad. No more match game for me. After 1311 views (people who have viewed me), 83 'winks', 47 emails, 6 phone calls and 2 meetings over coffee ...I am calling it quits. I just don't like it.

I don't like having to ignore people...I hate not answering their kind emails. And I feel like I am judging these men by their pictures--which, basically I guess, I am. I don't feel so bad deleting the ones who have their picture with their Ferraris or their five dogs or their picture on a boat at the river with three girls in bikinis! (Yes, really.) Yeah, those are out quickly. Or him with his three little kids? Yeah, out too. Sorry...And, can I be really honest? Unless you are Tom Selleck (or my dad) the moustache just has to go. No thanks. Delete. And then I feel bad.
But, what's harder...is when the ones I LIKE don't write back to ME. Ugh. How could they pass on me? I wink, and they don't wink back. That makes me feel even worse.
I can't stand the feeling of waiting for someone to 'choose' me...checking each day to see if anyone is interested. Between that and having to ignore the 'winkers'...it's been depressing! The phone calls were interesting, and even the coffee chats were ok.
Bottom line, "It's not you, it's me." I mean, it's not them. Really.
It's me.
I am not ready for this. Not at all.
I pulled my profile and canceled the membership. I'm done with the match game.
I feel better already.